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Make Believe

by Gayle Skidmore

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  • The "Make Believe" Coloring Book is now available to you! The coloring book is actually the physical case for the "Make Believe," and includes a picture and lyrics for each song on the album, and comes with a download code for all 14 songs. Each illustration was drawn by Gayle Skidmore.
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1.
Set Me Free 03:06
I’m a bird in a cage I’m gonna sing until you set me free, you set me free If life is a stage, I want to see who gets to hide behind the scenes, behind the scenes I don’t believe you’ll let me stay Behind the bars I’m locked away You’re gonna break me out of my cell I’m gonna find myself and fly Out of my cage I’m gonna sing until you set me free, you set me free If life is a stage, I want to be who gets to hide behind the scenes, behind the scenes If I could be so lucky To see behind what’s here Pull back the curtain tonight Would the revelation bring, bring me a pair of wings And a key that fits just right in the door of my cage? I don’t believe you’ll let me stay Behind the bars I’m locked away You’re gonna break me out of my cell I’m gonna find myself and fly credits
2.
Hollow 03:22
I can’t blame you, no, you’re much too clever Set it up so perfectly so that I could never Blame you for us spending time together Your intricately woven lies are innocuous from the outside But inside you are hollow, like the eye of a storm With a hole like a tunnel where your heart should have gone And it’s all gone wrong I can’t blame you; technically you said it That you don’t want me and you don’t regret it And I can’t claim that you’ve done me any harm Since you said you didn’t love me when I was lying in your arms Inside you are hollow, like the eye of a storm With a hole like a tunnel where your heart should have gone It’s all gone wrong And therein dies my hope, crippled and broken on a hangman’s rope And God as my witness stood by and let me do this I don’t understand it at all, no I don’t. I can’t blame you, no, there are ties to sever And my heart dies a little more every time you tell me ‘never’ There are too many memories to burn this time And inside you are hollow, like the eye of a storm With a hole like a tunnel where your heart should have gone And inside you are hollow, like the eye of a storm With a hole like a tunnel where your heart should have gone And my heart is hollow where your love should have gone, but it’s just gone
3.
Remember 03:01
Don’t breathe a word, you’ll break me My fragile arms are made of glass And what remains of what’s within me Is only wisps of smoke and ash Remember, remember, for soon I will be A shadow, a whisper, an echo of me Don’t turn away, don’t you sleep now December’s slipping slowly away The stars are hushed and they are dreaming My broken heart will finally cave Only a moment more and I will be A pile of rubble and decay Only a moment more and I will be a passing thought And melt away, away Don’t twist your thoughts around me My frail heart is brittle now And what remains of what was there when you found me Is begging to be buried deep down Remember, remember For soon I will be A shadow, a whisper A memory credits
4.
Annabelle 05:30
Chin up, chin up, you’ve got your guns Chin up, chin up, it’s all you want Chin up, chin up, it’s all you want Chin up, chin up, don’t give up Don’t let the absence bind you Don’t let the darkness find you It’s just the thought that kills you Let it go But you feel his face against your own And you feel the hands that covered yours Oh, Annabelle, just let it go You never did, and you’ll never know And this conversation with yourself was written for somebody else Stand up, stand up, don’t let your blood escape your heart And don’t give up Pull in the air through your crooked teeth and don’t despair And please don’t weep I am reaching, still, to catch your soul If you should feel the death knell toll I am reaching, still, to catch your soul Oh, Annabelle, I’d miss you so, if you should say you have to go And this conversation with myself is hard enough with you around What if you’re gone? Oh, Annabelle, oh how can I, how can I say the word, “goodbye”? So I’ll sing for you a lullaby, no single word to make you cry
5.
Bad For Me 03:07
You make me nervous You double-talk your way under my skin Oh yes, you irritate me so—and I don’t deserve it! You complicate the simplest equations with your devilry and woes You’re breaking my soul And I think you’re bad for me (woah, woah) You kill like a slow disease (woah, woah) I think you’re bad for me (woah, woah) I’m gonna pull your words out slowly from my head and keep you far away from me You make me anxious You make me second-guess my every move Oh yes, my confidence is gone, and I feel worthless Well, how did I succumb to this? I thought I had you figured… I was wrong; and you led me on I think you’re bad for me (woah, woah) You kill like a slow disease (woah, woah) I think you’re bad for me (woah, woah) I’m gonna pull your words out slowly from my head What do you know about it? What do you know about love? What do you know about it? All that you know is breaking my soul I think you’re bad for me (woah, woah) You kill like a slow disease (woah, woah) I think you’re bad for me (woah, woah) I’m gonna pull your words out slowly from my head and keep you far away from me credits
6.
Paper Wings 04:52
Teach me to know your voice Speak aloud and say my name Silence my fears and still the noise that is dancing in my brain From here on out I’ll burn much brighter Deep inside the timbre of your love We’ve only just the one life We’ve barely just begun, and then we die Paper wings aren’t strong enough to fly Teach me to know your voice Speak aloud and say your name With eyes closed and heart awake I will learn to still my brain We’ve only just the one life We’ve barely just begun, and then we die Paper wings aren’t strong enough to fly Softly you sing over me Give me ears to hear and eyes to see Tell me that you’ll never leave You’ll be there when my wings catch fire and I fall into the sea We’ve only just the one life We’ve barely just begun, and then we die Paper wings aren’t strong enough to fly So carry me to your side when I die
7.
Nightingale 04:28
Nightingale sings a song that he’s written just for me But I’ll share with you, dear… I’m the sailor; you’re the sea A curious religion, my heart within your hands I know that neither you nor I will ever leave again A curious religion, my heart within your hands I know that neither you nor I will ever leave again We’re going to build our house under the sycamore tree We can climb up high where we can feel the breeze And when our hearts grow old, we’ll be buried there And evermore it will shelter all we shared Sunlit dreams ‘neath the tree Thoughts are dancing in the wind that softly blows over me This is where love begins A curious religion, my heart within your hands I know that neither you nor I will ever leave again A curious religion, my heart within your hands I know that neither you nor I will ever leave again We’re going to build our house under the sycamore tree And when the rain beats down, here in peace we’ll sleep And when our hearts grow old, we’ll be buried there And feed the tree that shelters all we shared We’re going to build our house under the sycamore tree We can climb up high where we can feel the breeze And when our hearts grow old, we’ll be buried there And evermore it will shelter all we shared
8.
Firecrackers 04:36
When we meet it will feel like I have always known you And when we touch, like firecrackers burning in our skin When we kiss it will feel like I was meant to kiss you And we’ll fall hopelessly in love This I promise I’m gonna love you better than you ever thought you’d know I’m gonna be there for you, and where you go I will go In the night we will sneak into each other’s dreams And when we talk, our conversations brightly gleam There is no brighter star, no lovelier thing than this, my promise I’m gonna love you better than you ever thought you’d know I’m gonna be there for you, and where you go I will go I’m gonna love you better than you ever thought you’d know I’m gonna be there for you, and where you go I will go Our hearts aglow like angels in the snow The sunrise waits and beckons us to go Never falter, walk steadily and slow And I’ll wait, I promise I’ll wait, I promise I’ll wait, I promise I’ll wait I’ll wait, I promise I’ll wait, I promise I’ll wait
9.
The empty house next door speaks of things that are no more The empty walls echo back the voice that calls, wondering where you are The empty streets we used to roam have been whispering since you’ve gone But I close my ears, pretending I don’t hear them call your name I turn up the radio, turn down my heart Turn up the stereo, don’t fall apart I’ve got a ways to go, and oh! it’s hard to make it if I never start I cuddle up to dreams, ‘cause after chasing all these things I realized I don’t love anything you didn’t touch In quiet moments when I hide and don’t let the world make me decide My heart still beats at thoughts of you The most gentle soul I ever knew So I turn up the radio, turn down my heart Try to forget you, but dying’s an art And I’ve got a ways to go, and oh! it’s hard To get there if I cannot start I’ve almost forgotten what it’s like to see a doorway with you inside But I won’t forget my foolish love Though when all is said and done it wasn’t enough So I turn up the radio, turn down my heart No matter where I go I’ll always love the very thought of you And what it was that made you shine so much Turn up the radio, turn down my heart Turn up the stereo, don’t fall apart I’ve got a ways to go and oh it’s hard to make it if I never start credits
10.
Promise 03:20
Believe—I am going to be there if you fall I will! Believe I’m strong enough to carry the whole load I am And I promise to save you I promise you Trust that I am going to honor every vow I will Trust that I am going to conquer every fear I am And I promise to save you I promise you I know just what you need Believe and you’ll be free I know just what you need Believe and you’ll be free with me Believe I am going to be there if you fall I will Believe I am strong enough to carry the whole load I am And I promise to save you I promise to save you I promise you
11.
Paper Box (free) 03:04
I built myself a paper box to live inside of And underneath the paper moon I hug my paper dolls I draw smiles on their faces and I write all of their happy thoughts And put them on my walls I’m so happy with my paper family I’m so happy, and everybody loves me Here inside my paper box there is no room for angry thoughts Unhappy tears are out of place upon a paper face My heart’s made of papier-mâché and painted red And taught to move with every kiss I give away And taught to love this paper room And I’m so happy with my paper family I’m so happy and everybody loves, loves, loves me The paper leaves are falling fast on my origami garden by the sea Pieces of a life that’s passed You were only ever real to me, to me I built myself a paper box
12.
Honey, I’m sorry that I treated you so mean And I’m sorry that I said those awful things If I could I would take back every word I must have sounded so absurd You were so, so right, right from the start You were so, so right about my heart It was always my fault—you were never to blame I put your arms around me and when you called, I came It was always my fault—you were never to blame I put your arms around me and when you called, I came running, running to you Honey, I’m sorry that I listened to you speak And I’m so sorry that I believed every word I should have known that in my arms you were too weak I should have known that I would just get burned You were so, so right, innocent as a dove You were so, so right about love It was always my fault—you were never to blame I put your arms around me and when you called, I came It was always my fault—you were never to blame I put your arms around me And when you called, I came And I should have seen, I should have seen that it was me who saw it through I should have seen that it was me I broke my own heart over you
13.
Zion 03:13
I was born to hide with you To be folded in To wear your heart with my shirt and shoes Your mind is a scarf around my neck Let’s run to Zion I was made to wait with you To be ushered in And when I get the word from you that I can leave my skin Let’s run to Zion Let’s run and never come back Your lips brought me to life A kiss fully divine Your lips brought me to life A kiss fully divine So I will wait with you I will wait with you I will wait with you I’ll wait Let’s run to Zion Let’s run and never come back
14.
Make Believe 03:17
If I could make believe I’d be alive No matter how long it takes you to come and find me If I could make believe I’m not going to die I would pretend you’d stay around for all time For all time

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In a show of serious ingenuity, singer-songwriter Gayle Skidmore played 15 instruments on Make Believe, self-released it on her own label and drew a coloring book to go with it. But it’s Skidmore’s heartfelt songwriting and agonizingly vulnerable lyricism that makes her first full-length truly special. Top track: “Hollow”Defining verse: “Don’t breathe a word, you’ll break me.” --Peter Holslin, San Diego City Beat

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released November 13, 2010

All lyrics and music by Gayle Skidmore. Set Me Free co-produced and engineered by Aaron Swanton and Preston Parsons. Make Believe produced by Gayle Skidmore, co-produced and engineered by Aaron Swanton. All other songs produced by Gayle Skidmore, co-produced and engineered by Preston Parsons. Recorded in San Diego at PK’s, PB Maxx Studios, Beach Town Flat Studios, Columbia Fortress and Sea Esta Studios. All songs mixed by Aaron Swanton. Mastered by Joe Goodwin at Capricorn Studios. Artwork by Gayle Skidmore. Design by Tim Devlin.

Sea Boot Café Publishing. © 2007, 2010. Raincoat Records.

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Seven-time San Diego Music Award nominee Gayle Skidmore has written over 2000 songs since she began songwriting at the age of 8. She just won Best Pop in the 2015 San Diego Music awards, and her latest album and coloring book, “Sleeping Bear,” won Best Pop Album in 2014. She won Best Singer-Songwriter in the 2013 San Diego Music Awards, and her song "Paper Box" was featured on HBO's "Looking." ... more

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